Lyrics
The Confessions OF Gladys White
Dead Behind The Eyes
make way for daddy’s little whore
shes such a fake she cant stand being ignored
she’ll tear you down and make you forget who you are
and shes taking you home tonight
she’ll sacrifice her halo
i’ve been
living in your lie
i have never in my life
seen someone so cold
as the whore you are
brought down by the weight of the word
she’s not at all like all the other girls
dead behind the eyes without a care in her life
and she’s taking me home tonight
she’ll sacrifice her halo
but all the ink in the world couldn’t hide your pain
i’ve been
living in your lie
i have never in my life
seen someone so cold
as the whore you are
shes empty
black inside
shes slowly losing her mind
there’s a pain that she can’t control
an emptiness that she can’t let go
i’ve been
living in your lie
i have never in my life
seen someone so cold
as the whore you are
Light to Shine
life has got the best of me
now i see the past is haunting me
i can feel the pain down to the bone
i drown in regret when im alone
we see the world through shattered eyes
but in the end you’ll find theres never enough time
you can wait for your light to shine
you might wait all your life
you can wait for your light to shine
did i just waste all my life
now i’ve been sleeping endlessly
but i wont let it bring me to my knees
we see the world through shattered eyes
but in the end you’ll find theres never enough time
you can wait for your light to shine
you might wait all your life
you can wait for your light to shine
you might wait all your life
i’ve been doing this for so long
that i don’t recognize myself
i’m not asking for too much
and i’ve got nothing left
forever
forever i will wait
forever
how much more can i take
we see the world through shattered eyes
but in the end you’ll find there’s never enough time
you can wait for your light to shine
you might wait all your life
you can wait for your light to shine
you might wait all your life
did i just waste all my life
Can’t Stay
so dead inside
i’ve been here before
i see the look upon your face that i just can’t ignore
you saw the light
and now it’s gone
so tell me now what do you see in me anymore
and theres a lock over my mouth
and i cant find the key
how can i say
if i cant figure out whats wrong with me
all i needed to say
i can’t stay
i’ll be laughing as i walk away
all i needed to say
i can’t stay
see through the lies
i’ve heard before
the words just fade away
and i just don’t care anymore
you saw the light
and now its gone
so tell me now what do you see in me anymore
and now i breathe a breath
in my moment of clarity
it all the same
it doesn’t matter
you are dead to me
all i needed to say
i can’t stay
i’ll be laughing as i walk away
all i needed to say
i can’t stay
i’ll stand alone
with my head held high
i will not back down
this is my last goodbye
things will never be the same
all i needed to say
i can’t stay
i’ll be laughing as i walk away
all i needed to say
i can’t stay
Light The Fire
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Falling 1st Verse Contemplate, should I stay. Or just throw this away. And leave everything hanging today. As I find I’m the only one fighting as life passes by. Pre Chorus Will you drag me to the edge again. I cant catch my breath I suffocate. Suffocate. Chorus This time I’m falling. And I see you. This time I’ve made up my mind. This time I’m crawling just to be with you. And I don’t even know why. 2nd Verse Lets just take all my mistakes. And just throw them in my face. You say you don’t know how I hate this place. As I find all the lies left behind. How could I be so blind. Pre Chorus Will you drag me to the edge again. I cant catch my breath I suffocate. Suffocate. Chorus This time I’m falling. And I see you. This time I’ve made up my mind. This time I’m crawling just to be with you. And I don’t even know why. Bridge Say that you’ll never deceive me. Whispering words that you’ll never leave. Sorry but I don’t believe you. Chorus This time I’m falling. And I see you. This time I’ve made up my mind. This time I’m crawling just to be with you. And I don’t even know why.
Tranquilize [1st Verse:]
Day nears end.
The walls are closing in.
Again…again… Sick of getting by. No matter how hard I try. To get ahead. [Pre Chorus:] All I need now is to get out of this town. And get away.. [Chorus:] You need to tell yourself now. You can’t keep running from. The ones that let you down. You play the game to feel alive. To get by. Don’t want to be Tranquilized. [2nd Verse:] Numb again. Wondering how I, let it get to this. Wasting all my time. In this dead end life. Tell me now when will this end. [Pre Chorus:] All I need now is to get out of this town. And get away.. [Chorus:] You need to tell yourself now. You can’t keep running from. The ones that drag you down. You play the game to feel alive.. To get high. Don’t want to be, Tranquilized. [Chorus:] You need to tell yourself now. You can’t keep running from. The ones that let you down. You play the game to feel alive. To get by. Don’t want to be Tranquilized.
Death Blanket [1st Verse:]
Reaching out.
But no ones ever reaching back.
You tell me.
Your life is so hard and you got it bad.
You don’t now shit about this life. What its like to be frustrated. Scraping just to get by. Hold it inside. Buried inside my mind. [Chorus:] Am I the only one. Who wants to go down alone inside. There’s nothing you could have done for me. So tell my friends when I’m gone. Don’t ever shed a tear. I was never happy here anyway. [2nd Verse:] Nooses or needles. It doesn’t matter. What ever gets the job done faster.. Just light the bullet on fire. Lock it. Load it. I’ll show you I’m not a liar. There’s reasons that people like me can’t come out. Say what I need to without being singled out. Hold it inside. Buried inside my mind. [2nd Chorus:] Am I the only one. Who wants to go down alone inside. There’s nothing you could have done for me. So tell my friends when I’m gone. Don’t ever shed a tear. I was never happy here anyway. Better off alone. (You can’t help me) Better off alone. Was there’s something you could have done? You can’t help me. No there’s nothing you could have done? Don’t try and help me. [3rd Chorus:] Am I the only one. Who wants to go down alone inside. There’s nothing you could have done for me. So tell my friends when I’m gone. Don’t ever shed a tear. I was never happy here. I’m better off all on my own. Paper Thin [1st Verse:]
I give up.
I give in.
I’m so sick of trying there’s nothing left to believe in.
You can fight your way through your so called life.
I’m here to tell you don’t waste your time. [Pre Chorus:] I won’t. I won’t compromise. I won’t die. [Chorus:] I know your living in a lie. Your faith is a paper thin disguise. You feel that I’m suicidal, maybe your just right. [2nd Verse:] It makes me sick. The way that you rob life from your children. Turning them into a lifeless army. Watch as they march. Your so proud. I’m here to say this ends now. [Pre Chorus:] I won’t. I won’t compromise. I won’t live a lie. [Chorus:] I know your living in a lie. Your faith is a paper thin disguise. You feel that I’m suicidal, maybe your just right. Nothing Left [1st Verse:] Time to take out the maker, Who drives this down inside. Time to make a believer. Its time to open eyes. There will be no more hiding from this. I’ve lost the will to fight. I give in to this. [Chorus:] You see this pain inside. Its on my face. Its no surprise. There’s nothing left but time. Though my light has burned out. [2nd Verse:]. Did you really think that I would forget this. Did you really think that I would get used to this. Time to take out the maker. Time to make a believer. I’m sick of hiding behind all these walls that you build up inside. [Chorus:] You see this pain inside. Its on my face. Its no surprise. There’s nothing left but time. Though my light has burned out. My light has burned out. And I would sell my soul away. Because my light has burned out. And I would sell my soul to bring it back again. Back again. There’s no coming back. There’s no coming back. [Chorus (x2):] You see this pain inside. Its on my face. Its no surprise. There’s nothing left but time. Though my light has burned out
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Point Of View 1st Verse Decisions made blindly. But I traded it all away. As these footsteps, they get stronger now. I turn my back I see you walking away. Your so far away. Pre Chorus The pistol is lying beside you. But you cant fire back when you’ve got nothing left. Chorus On the inside of my mind. I know you’ll never be satisfied with my point of view. On your life. The inside of my mind. I know you’ll never be satisfied with my point of view. On your life. 2nd Verse I’ve taken all that I can take. But you claim you see the only way. As these footsteps, they get softer now. You turn your back you see me walking away. I’m so far away. Pre Chorus The pistol is lying beside you. But you cant fire back when you’ve got nothing left. Chorus On the inside of my mind. I know you’ll never be satisfied with my point of view. On your life. The inside of my mind. I know you’ll never be satisfied with my point of view. On your life. Bridge You will fucking bleed for me. You will fucking bleed for me. Motherfucking bleed for me. Motherfucking bleed for me. Chorus On the inside of my mind. I know you’ll never be satisfied with my point of view. On your life. The inside of my mind. I know you’ll never be satisfied with my point of view. On your life.
The Tables Have Turned [1st Verse:] There Is always some new complication. In the end I’ll take the blame. Take a step back look at what we have become. Things ain’t pretty. This is all we have left. Its safe to say. I’ve lost my way. Gaze at the flame as its burning out. [Chorus:] So I’m back again. And I’m falling in line. I’m falling in line again. Is this what you wanna be. Tell me know what do you want from me. What do you want from me. [2nd Verse:] And now your begging for forgiveness from me. I’ve got nothing left to give. You’ve taken everything away. Its safe to say. I’ve lost my way. Gaze at the flame as its burning out. [Chorus (X2):] So I’m back again. And I’m falling in line. I’m falling in line again. Is this what you wanna be. Tell me know what do you want from me. What do you want from me. Light the Fire [1st Verse:] No time for communication. Your bullshit lies are a false invasion. You can’t compensate for the lives you take away. There will be no more tragedy. All the lives that you’ve claimed. Walking away you will never be saved. [Pre Chorus:] Churches with marquees. Politely fuck these insecure minds. Of the weak ones we know. [Chorus:] Light the fire. Light the fire. I’m calling you out motherfucker you’re a liar. Light the fire. Light the fire. I’m calling you out. Burn it down. Burn it down. Blow a kiss as the ashes hit the ground. Light the fire. Light the fire. I’m calling you out. Now close your eyes little girl. Because there’s no use now in this fucked up wolrd. You can’t compensate for the lives you take away. There will be no more tragedy. All the lives that you’ve claimed. Walking away you will never be saved. [Pre Chorus:] Churches with marquees. Politely fuck these insecure minds. Of the weak ones we know. [Chorus:] Light the fire. Light the fire. I’m calling you out motherfucker you’re a liar. Light the fire. Light the fire. I’m calling you out. Burn it down. Burn it down. Blow a kiss as the ashes hit the ground. Light the fire. Light the fire. I’m calling you out. Ill never try it your way.
Chupacabra [1st Verse:] Keep your head down. Or else he will find you. Stay quiet don’t you make a sound. He is coming Behind You Chupacabra! I bet your a believer now. You wish you never had your doubts. I bet your a believer now. Now there’s no way out. You’ll never get away. Hell hunt till he dies. He knows no other way. Determination in his eyes. And he will stop at nothing. [2nd Verse:] Get up and run now. Its too late he sees you. There’s only one thing left to do. Fight for your life. Chupacabra! As he inches forward. There’s no one else to save you, but yourself. You must destroy the fucking head or remove the brain. There’s nothing left to do now. Get down on your knees and pray. (destroy the head or remove the brain) Nedded you more [1st Verse:] Wait. Won’t you stay. Don’t leave me just lying here. Fighting all the daemons inside. All this time. I’ve tried to leave my past behind. All I need is someone to save my life. Wont you try? [Chorus:] And I needed you more now than ever before. I guess I can’t make this on my own. All I ever needed was someone to save my life. [2nd Verse:] Wait. I’m not the same. You said you’ve heard it all before. Your not trying anymore to change. All your ways. I promise that it’s over now. All I need is someone to save my life. Wont you try? [Chorus:] And I needed you more now than ever before. I guess I can’t make this on my own. All I ever needed was someone to save my life. And I needed you more now than ever before. I guess I can’t make this on my own. All I ever needed was someone to save my life. You won’t waste your time on me. Because I will be there in the end. You won’t waste your time on me again. [Chorus:] And I needed you more now than ever before. I guess I can’t make this on my own. All I ever needed was someone to save my life. And I needed you more now than ever before. I guess I can’t make this on my own. All I ever needed was someone to save my life.
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Become [1st Verse:] It was the first time I ever decided to say. Show you all the damage inside caused by all of the Games you played inside my mind. Stare at me blankly. Now there’s nowhere for you to hide. Nothing left to hide behind now. [Pre Chorus:] Nothing left to hide behind now. Now Noting left to hide behind now. [Chorus:] What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. Tell me. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. [2nd Chorus:] It was the last time I ever felt that way. Told you how I felt. You chewed me up and spit me out. And threw me away with all those games you played. Stare at me blankly. Now there’s nothing left for you to hide. Why don’t you make me now. [Chorus:] What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. Tell me. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. I’ll always remember. I’ll always remember. I’ll always remember. (At first I was nothing) I’ll always remember. (Now that I’m something you’ll never forget) I’ll always remember. (At first I was nothing) I’ll always remember. (Now that I’m something you’ll never forget me) I take everything I said back. Please don’t walk away. Fuck it. Fuck you. Stay away from me. You fucking bitch. [Chorus:] What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. Tell me. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now. What have I. (What have I) Become to you now.
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The Massacre(unreleased) 1st Verse:] This person you see. Is a direct result of everything I was forced to see and believe. I know I’m not the only one who feels like this. Follow me. Come with me. [Pre chorus:] This is your life. No time to think twice. [Chorus:] Kill… Kill everyone in sight. Die.. You’ll never get out alive. [2nd Verse:] No more being afraid. Of anything. Just because you say I should feel a certain way. This time I know we are coming out. This time I know we are going to shut you out. [Pre chorus:] This is your life. No time to think twice. [Chorus:] Kill… Kill everyone in sight. Die.. You’ll never get out alive. [Chorus:] Kill… Kill everyone in sight. Die.. You’ll never get out alive. The Light 1st Verse Silence, Shadows and dim lights Contorting visions inside my mind. Am I alone. Night after night. Close my eyes. Haunting these visions as fear shoots down my weary spine. In this bed of mine. It happens to me every time. Chorus And I’m staring at the light. Staring at the light. Will I fall asleep. Will I fall asleep tonight. And I’m staring at the light. Will I fall asleep. Broken inside. Emptiness fills up my mind. Fills up my mind. 2nd Verse Fade away. Tell me these feelings inside me, They wont carry on. Any more. I’m a alone. Night after night. Close my eyes. Haunting these visions as fear shoots down my weary spine. In this bed of mine. It happens to me every time. Chorus And I’m staring at the light. Staring at the light. Will I fall asleep. Will I fall asleep tonight. And I’m staring at the light. Will I fall asleep. Broken inside. Emptiness fills up my. Fills up my mind. Take me take me now. Take this life away from me. Not deserving. Kill me kill me now. Take this life away from me. Not deserving. Take me take me now. Take this life away from me. Not deserving. Take me take me now. Take this life away from me. Not deserving. Chorus And I’m staring at the light. Staring at the light. Will I fall asleep. Will I fall asleep tonight. And I’m staring at the light. Will I fall asleep. Broken inside. Emptiness fills up my. Fills up my mind.
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